Here I am. Heart broken again. But I have no one to blame but myself. See I constantly put myself in these situations and it leaves me broken and angry. I see how things are and yet I still push forward with hope that it’ll change. I ignore the signs and choose to be blind to what’s unfolding right in front of my eyes. Being completely ignorant to the fact that the man I love was pulling slowly away. I acted as if I did not feel the distance or the cold space between us. But then the coldness crept in and the darkness faded away and I finally admitted and saw. I finally began to see how I continued to allow myself to survive off of false hope and empty dreams and ignore the reality that sat in front of me. And now I’m left sitting, trying to figure out how much longer I can allow myself to be walked over before I put my foot down?